anger

Wtf is wrong with me. Angry about everything.
Sad about everything
FUCK

Sick and missing

Fuck, every time I don't feel good I need her

yup

yup

slack

Wtf is going on with me where i cant even keep up with this simple task....

Soylent

I'm trying to figure out if I have a lactose intolerance, pretty sure i do. Now that being said i'm worried that i use whey powder as one of the ingredients and not sure if its causing digestive issues. If so, will lactaid actually help with the bloating and gas? Mmm time to do an experiment.

Blah, on to packing and selling this house and all its shit!!!
I welcome the fire sale and moving away with little more then what fits in my car and a shit ton of cash.
NEW BEGINNINGS!!! Thats what we are working twords!

Shoon

Drama

Lots of it today!
Ill keep everything together
Find my happy

Tiered

To tiered.... Still wrote something. Lol

UGH

Ugh
Today just seeped the life out of me somehow
So I guess thats all im going to write today...


UGH!

drunk

So, Drunk, tiered. Blah

I miss my family which nothing will replace but FUCK THEM!


She says
"COME TO BED WITH ME"


Welp
night internet

I swear I wrote in this before now.. Well today but before now BUT after I went to bed in the morning on the 11th. Fuck its technically the 12th now. LOL TIME!

Well I gots this song "We all need sex" (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fpSp3VARhls) stuck in my head like a motha fucka!!!
Great song and I love me some Krizz Kaliko!

Living a good life but I needs some more cash for sure! Don't we all!
Think iv'e figured out how to live on about $12-15000 a year really comfortably.
Currently "inefficiently" living in an old house we don't use more then $20k a year and that's even with a car payment and insuring four cars total! That is of coarse that we own the house and don't have many bills.
Still super plausible! Especially if we involve multiple couples in our experimental living. I'm thinking of using a medium size warehouse and putting container homes within that are basically apartments.
Really cheap alternative living.
SO EXCITED TO MAKE IT!!!

MORE RESEARCH TO BE DONE!
Fuck it, mebbe ill start a blog just to keep track of the info. LOL!

Birth control

Fuck birth control and what it does to your hormones!
That being said BLAH! LOL!
It does just mess up a womans body sometimes. Other times it seems to fix it but i dunno. Seems the vast majority are unhappy with there form of contraceptive. You would think that some sort of valve could be in place for men instead of a vasectomy. Regardless there needs to be another option for females and males.

Speaking of females and males. Is it me or is that line blurring like a motherfucker! Its not a problem but with the LBGT LMNOP communities and such the gray area between woman and men are quite blurred. That is if we are all honest with our selves and our sexuality instead of going with the defaults we were raised by.
I just feel that no one has the right to say two people of sounds body and mind cant be together.
Mine includes AGE! heh

GAMES FOR NOW!!! lol

Happy

The residual happy from this weekend sticking with me. Solidified my relationship with the woman of my life. She is the best thing in my life regardless of fighting. I love her so much!
Along with her I there is another making me feel special which is perfectly ok with my girlfriend. We have find a couple that makes us so happy. Walked around in public swapping partners without a care.
Liberating.
Well to bed. Night

Missed a few days because we had company over.
Guess it still shows a lack of dedication that i should have had.
To be honest though I didnt have much time to. Company kept us quite busy in the best of ways!!!
Simply one of the best weekends i have ever had! Looking forward to more!

Today I got to sleep in till 11am! WOOT!
Then managed to accomplish a lot of shit today!
Cleaning more and more and offloading as much as possible!!!

Plastidiped a friends mustang GT symbol on the back of this mustang a matte black with blue flake.
Looked ok in the dark. Hoping it looks better in the sun.

How i would love just to be paid to come up with and test colors for plastidip. So many good ideas over here!

More to come. Ima also start a plastidip blog. http://f2plastidip.blogspot.com/

Not the best day when you have to find a new way to replace a phone that fell in to the toilet. lol
Other then that a fairly successful day! Got most of the stuff i needed to done.
Got my hur did as well! woot!

These current roll around A/C units suck my balls! Electricity hogs and dont really cool to well.
Im sure ive designed something better.
Besides the fact that the sleeping area will be in a buried or partially buried under the ground. Easy cooling and easy to keep warm in the winter.

Fire sale so i can get this shit done!
EFFICIENCY!

Now time to relax, get high and watch some BMS. LOL

How is it that something seemingly so small can ruin a day?
Sucks to be the biggest thing in someones life that upsets them and at the same time be the person that lifts them up....

HAHA!
Late night not slacking on posting!
Did my draft for FF tonight and just got home from the bar.
Overall drama free great day and even going to good company
Usually drama follows that place!
Bed time! LOL