Monday, October 28, 2013

Good ol motivation!

Such a good video!! 
If this doesn't  get you off you ass then get busy dieing!

Thursday, October 24, 2013

sad

Yup, sad again...

People need to be taught to step back and have some self reflection.

Ill i want is to be happy and help others be happy.
Always comes off to harsh and makes people defensive...


I refuse to deal with people who are incapable of self reflection anymore. Not the type of people to make yourself vulnerable to...
Blah..... sad...

Wednesday, October 23, 2013

Couple of days?

So, should I change this to every other couple of days blog? Lol
going to try for daily.
So many distractions in life.

Tuesday, October 22, 2013

Tiered

Of being everyone elses rock
of opening myself up to people only to have it confused and not care


Saturday, October 19, 2013

Understand

How the hell can I understand so many things about the world around me just not the people in it.
How do I unlock my right brain and how to just talk to people....

Im to straight forward and everyone is a pussy

Tuesday, October 15, 2013

Monday, October 14, 2013

week

what a fucking week this was

Went down to Texas to join a couple with my life partner.
Turned out to be the most expanding situation of our relationship


Nothing like being all in to force someones hand
All fucking IN!

Without her, i am nothing
Without me, she is nothing

We will make each others life!
We are way to bad ass not to make it!
Just let someone step in our way! Just fucking try!
You haven't felt the wrath of me, let alone us!

Who the fuck even reads this garbage of my brain?
Just some guys random rants from his life
I bet this will be used as some sort of evidence or proof of something in the future!
Fucking mark my words! Going to live until im 135 so yall be fuct!
Ive gotten 32 years on this planet figureing shit out! Just wait for the next 100.
What the fuck am i going to accomplish? Fucking a lot!
I think my goal for 2014 is going to be 6 figures and giving shelter to the needy!
YA BUDDY!

Sunday, October 6, 2013

WTF

How can you come at me when I tell you info and you fight with me over YOUR misunderstandings.... WTF!!!!

FUCK ME RIGHT!

Saturday, October 5, 2013

Money

Just figured something out.
If I just dont buy anything, ill still have savings... LOL

Tesla FTW!

Holy shit Tesla!!!! I will buy one of your cars as soon as i'm capable!

http://www.teslamotors.com/blog/model-s-fire

something

I dunno what to put here today.
Buncha meh at the moment.
Needa change!

Friday, October 4, 2013

Get back up

The daily struggle

I'm not talking about paying your bills and making it month to month.

I'm talking about making it out of life "alive" for lack of a better term?
Maybe how to live a fulfilling life and manage to be happy doing it.
I could go out and do shit to pass the time and not allow me to think about how truly depressing life can be.
If you live a selfless life like lets say what a monk should be. Someone to support others while never truly thinking of themselves. Objectively you could look at his life like in a couple ways. Like maybe his life truly had a lot of meaning because of how many lives he touched but was HE ever truly happy being so selfless?

Other side.
Homicidal maniac murders 100 people. Touched millions of lives in many positive and negative lights. Spent his life planning out the murders of them and will be studied but only lived to the age of 30. He was happy spending his life this way and knows he will touch a lot of lives se7en style. Nothing but selfish but side effects could be that it spawns a couple people who become cops and eventually district attorney.

That person eventually did some good in his life regardless of planning it out immorally.

So is the point of life what ever you make it? Is there really a point considering you will always be alone when you die? Is it for the experiences? Can we look at this with a scientific view?
What changes between a new born and someone who is 90.
What can we measure in a person to show how good they were at life?

Donald Trump, Neil Degrasse Tyson and I will still die and be "alone" in the end in the same way.
Did Trump have a better life because he had money and his experiences?
Did Tyson have a better life because he understood life itself better?

I don't think so.

I feel like there is some sort of answer within water and electricity.
Something about our brains and the electrical connections we make when we experience something.
That combined with the properties of water and salt.
Think ill do some research in to brain fluid.

Meh, I have no idea what i'm talking about. LOL!!!