1. No 0 days. (meaning accomplish something everyday. At a higher level, something from a few categories. ie body, mind. etc.)
2. Take care of your body, its the only one you got.(there are NO excuses)
3. Leave the shitty people behind
4.There are three of yourselves. Past, future, present. (Learn and listen from past you, always remember who you are and where you want to go. Try your damnedest to not fuck over your future self. You know when they will get mad at you. LOL)
5. Do what ever it takes to accomplish what you want in life as long as it will make you happy. (try not to fuck over anyone)
Saturday, November 16, 2013
Pictures
Taking pictures and showing them off does not a good time make!
In this day and age instead of experiencing life, people seem to have to take pictures to prove that some how there lives arn't meaningless.
I suppose it boils down to moving forward. We are stuck in this self involved world where somehow your voice should mean something to someone. Before the media became standard you had to accomplish great things to become "famous" maybe in hopes that someone would write about your exploits. Today all I need is something that connects to the internet and my amazing exploit could be stupidly twirling around a light saber awkwardly. Hence why we invented the term "15 minuets of fame". Its only gotten worse.
All I can think of is, when is the last time you or someone close to you truly did something amazing? A bigger spectrum, when is the last time you personally knew someone that "changed the world" in a major way for better or worse.
Its time to EARN our spot in what ever makes us happy!
In this day and age instead of experiencing life, people seem to have to take pictures to prove that some how there lives arn't meaningless.
I suppose it boils down to moving forward. We are stuck in this self involved world where somehow your voice should mean something to someone. Before the media became standard you had to accomplish great things to become "famous" maybe in hopes that someone would write about your exploits. Today all I need is something that connects to the internet and my amazing exploit could be stupidly twirling around a light saber awkwardly. Hence why we invented the term "15 minuets of fame". Its only gotten worse.
All I can think of is, when is the last time you or someone close to you truly did something amazing? A bigger spectrum, when is the last time you personally knew someone that "changed the world" in a major way for better or worse.
Its time to EARN our spot in what ever makes us happy!
Tuesday, November 5, 2013
Procrastination
Procrastination fucks me again.
Now I gotta travel 2 hours to pay a ticket the day after xmas...
Fucking derp
Now I gotta travel 2 hours to pay a ticket the day after xmas...
Fucking derp
Saturday, November 2, 2013
Day off
Day off from the gym!
So fucking sore already! WOOT!!!!!
Trying to drink soylent 50% of the time again and eat right.
Fucking holidays making it hard as always. lol
Back to water 75% of the time as well.
Back on track overall!!!
So fucking sore already! WOOT!!!!!
Trying to drink soylent 50% of the time again and eat right.
Fucking holidays making it hard as always. lol
Back to water 75% of the time as well.
Back on track overall!!!
Friday, November 1, 2013
Gym
Hit the gym for the first time in a very long time!
Been working out at home but haven't made it to the gym till now.
Man am i sore!!!!
WOOT!!!
Been working out at home but haven't made it to the gym till now.
Man am i sore!!!!
WOOT!!!
Monday, October 28, 2013
Friday, October 25, 2013
Thursday, October 24, 2013
sad
Yup, sad again...
People need to be taught to step back and have some self reflection.
Ill i want is to be happy and help others be happy.
Always comes off to harsh and makes people defensive...
I refuse to deal with people who are incapable of self reflection anymore. Not the type of people to make yourself vulnerable to...
Blah..... sad...
People need to be taught to step back and have some self reflection.
Ill i want is to be happy and help others be happy.
Always comes off to harsh and makes people defensive...
I refuse to deal with people who are incapable of self reflection anymore. Not the type of people to make yourself vulnerable to...
Blah..... sad...
Wednesday, October 23, 2013
Couple of days?
So, should I change this to every other couple of days blog? Lol
going to try for daily.
So many distractions in life.
Tuesday, October 22, 2013
Tiered
Of being everyone elses rock
of opening myself up to people only to have it confused and not care
of opening myself up to people only to have it confused and not care
Sunday, October 20, 2013
Saturday, October 19, 2013
Understand
How the hell can I understand so many things about the world around me just not the people in it.
How do I unlock my right brain and how to just talk to people....
Im to straight forward and everyone is a pussy
How do I unlock my right brain and how to just talk to people....
Im to straight forward and everyone is a pussy
Tuesday, October 15, 2013
Monday, October 14, 2013
week
what a fucking week this was
Went down to Texas to join a couple with my life partner.
Turned out to be the most expanding situation of our relationship
Nothing like being all in to force someones hand
All fucking IN!
Without her, i am nothing
Without me, she is nothing
We will make each others life!
We are way to bad ass not to make it!
Just let someone step in our way! Just fucking try!
You haven't felt the wrath of me, let alone us!
Who the fuck even reads this garbage of my brain?
Just some guys random rants from his life
I bet this will be used as some sort of evidence or proof of something in the future!
Fucking mark my words! Going to live until im 135 so yall be fuct!
Ive gotten 32 years on this planet figureing shit out! Just wait for the next 100.
What the fuck am i going to accomplish? Fucking a lot!
I think my goal for 2014 is going to be 6 figures and giving shelter to the needy!
YA BUDDY!
Went down to Texas to join a couple with my life partner.
Turned out to be the most expanding situation of our relationship
Nothing like being all in to force someones hand
All fucking IN!
Without her, i am nothing
Without me, she is nothing
We will make each others life!
We are way to bad ass not to make it!
Just let someone step in our way! Just fucking try!
You haven't felt the wrath of me, let alone us!
Who the fuck even reads this garbage of my brain?
Just some guys random rants from his life
I bet this will be used as some sort of evidence or proof of something in the future!
Fucking mark my words! Going to live until im 135 so yall be fuct!
Ive gotten 32 years on this planet figureing shit out! Just wait for the next 100.
What the fuck am i going to accomplish? Fucking a lot!
I think my goal for 2014 is going to be 6 figures and giving shelter to the needy!
YA BUDDY!
Sunday, October 6, 2013
WTF
How can you come at me when I tell you info and you fight with me over YOUR misunderstandings.... WTF!!!!
FUCK ME RIGHT!
FUCK ME RIGHT!
Saturday, October 5, 2013
Tesla FTW!
Holy shit Tesla!!!! I will buy one of your cars as soon as i'm capable!
http://www.teslamotors.com/blog/model-s-fire
http://www.teslamotors.com/blog/model-s-fire
Friday, October 4, 2013
Get back up
The daily struggle
I'm not talking about paying your bills and making it month to month.
I'm talking about making it out of life "alive" for lack of a better term?
Maybe how to live a fulfilling life and manage to be happy doing it.
I could go out and do shit to pass the time and not allow me to think about how truly depressing life can be.
If you live a selfless life like lets say what a monk should be. Someone to support others while never truly thinking of themselves. Objectively you could look at his life like in a couple ways. Like maybe his life truly had a lot of meaning because of how many lives he touched but was HE ever truly happy being so selfless?
Other side.
Homicidal maniac murders 100 people. Touched millions of lives in many positive and negative lights. Spent his life planning out the murders of them and will be studied but only lived to the age of 30. He was happy spending his life this way and knows he will touch a lot of lives se7en style. Nothing but selfish but side effects could be that it spawns a couple people who become cops and eventually district attorney.
That person eventually did some good in his life regardless of planning it out immorally.
So is the point of life what ever you make it? Is there really a point considering you will always be alone when you die? Is it for the experiences? Can we look at this with a scientific view?
What changes between a new born and someone who is 90.
What can we measure in a person to show how good they were at life?
Donald Trump, Neil Degrasse Tyson and I will still die and be "alone" in the end in the same way.
Did Trump have a better life because he had money and his experiences?
Did Tyson have a better life because he understood life itself better?
I don't think so.
I feel like there is some sort of answer within water and electricity.
Something about our brains and the electrical connections we make when we experience something.
That combined with the properties of water and salt.
Think ill do some research in to brain fluid.
Meh, I have no idea what i'm talking about. LOL!!!
I'm not talking about paying your bills and making it month to month.
I'm talking about making it out of life "alive" for lack of a better term?
Maybe how to live a fulfilling life and manage to be happy doing it.
I could go out and do shit to pass the time and not allow me to think about how truly depressing life can be.
If you live a selfless life like lets say what a monk should be. Someone to support others while never truly thinking of themselves. Objectively you could look at his life like in a couple ways. Like maybe his life truly had a lot of meaning because of how many lives he touched but was HE ever truly happy being so selfless?
Other side.
Homicidal maniac murders 100 people. Touched millions of lives in many positive and negative lights. Spent his life planning out the murders of them and will be studied but only lived to the age of 30. He was happy spending his life this way and knows he will touch a lot of lives se7en style. Nothing but selfish but side effects could be that it spawns a couple people who become cops and eventually district attorney.
That person eventually did some good in his life regardless of planning it out immorally.
So is the point of life what ever you make it? Is there really a point considering you will always be alone when you die? Is it for the experiences? Can we look at this with a scientific view?
What changes between a new born and someone who is 90.
What can we measure in a person to show how good they were at life?
Donald Trump, Neil Degrasse Tyson and I will still die and be "alone" in the end in the same way.
Did Trump have a better life because he had money and his experiences?
Did Tyson have a better life because he understood life itself better?
I don't think so.
I feel like there is some sort of answer within water and electricity.
Something about our brains and the electrical connections we make when we experience something.
That combined with the properties of water and salt.
Think ill do some research in to brain fluid.
Meh, I have no idea what i'm talking about. LOL!!!
Wednesday, October 2, 2013
Monday, September 30, 2013
Saturday, September 28, 2013
Thursday, September 26, 2013
Saturday, September 21, 2013
Tuesday, September 17, 2013
Soylent
I'm trying to figure out if I have a lactose intolerance, pretty sure i do. Now that being said i'm worried that i use whey powder as one of the ingredients and not sure if its causing digestive issues. If so, will lactaid actually help with the bloating and gas? Mmm time to do an experiment.
Blah, on to packing and selling this house and all its shit!!!
I welcome the fire sale and moving away with little more then what fits in my car and a shit ton of cash.
NEW BEGINNINGS!!! Thats what we are working twords!
Shoon
Blah, on to packing and selling this house and all its shit!!!
I welcome the fire sale and moving away with little more then what fits in my car and a shit ton of cash.
NEW BEGINNINGS!!! Thats what we are working twords!
Shoon
Monday, September 16, 2013
Sunday, September 15, 2013
Saturday, September 14, 2013
UGH
Ugh
Today just seeped the life out of me somehow
So I guess thats all im going to write today...
UGH!
Today just seeped the life out of me somehow
So I guess thats all im going to write today...
UGH!
Friday, September 13, 2013
drunk
So, Drunk, tiered. Blah
I miss my family which nothing will replace but FUCK THEM!
She says
"COME TO BED WITH ME"
Welp
night internet
I miss my family which nothing will replace but FUCK THEM!
She says
"COME TO BED WITH ME"
Welp
night internet
Thursday, September 12, 2013
I swear I wrote in this before now.. Well today but before now BUT after I went to bed in the morning on the 11th. Fuck its technically the 12th now. LOL TIME!
Well I gots this song "We all need sex" (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fpSp3VARhls) stuck in my head like a motha fucka!!!
Great song and I love me some Krizz Kaliko!
Living a good life but I needs some more cash for sure! Don't we all!
Think iv'e figured out how to live on about $12-15000 a year really comfortably.
Currently "inefficiently" living in an old house we don't use more then $20k a year and that's even with a car payment and insuring four cars total! That is of coarse that we own the house and don't have many bills.
Still super plausible! Especially if we involve multiple couples in our experimental living. I'm thinking of using a medium size warehouse and putting container homes within that are basically apartments.
Really cheap alternative living.
SO EXCITED TO MAKE IT!!!
MORE RESEARCH TO BE DONE!
Fuck it, mebbe ill start a blog just to keep track of the info. LOL!
Well I gots this song "We all need sex" (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fpSp3VARhls) stuck in my head like a motha fucka!!!
Great song and I love me some Krizz Kaliko!
Living a good life but I needs some more cash for sure! Don't we all!
Think iv'e figured out how to live on about $12-15000 a year really comfortably.
Currently "inefficiently" living in an old house we don't use more then $20k a year and that's even with a car payment and insuring four cars total! That is of coarse that we own the house and don't have many bills.
Still super plausible! Especially if we involve multiple couples in our experimental living. I'm thinking of using a medium size warehouse and putting container homes within that are basically apartments.
Really cheap alternative living.
SO EXCITED TO MAKE IT!!!
MORE RESEARCH TO BE DONE!
Fuck it, mebbe ill start a blog just to keep track of the info. LOL!
Tuesday, September 10, 2013
Birth control
Fuck birth control and what it does to your hormones!
That being said BLAH! LOL!
It does just mess up a womans body sometimes. Other times it seems to fix it but i dunno. Seems the vast majority are unhappy with there form of contraceptive. You would think that some sort of valve could be in place for men instead of a vasectomy. Regardless there needs to be another option for females and males.
Speaking of females and males. Is it me or is that line blurring like a motherfucker! Its not a problem but with the LBGT LMNOP communities and such the gray area between woman and men are quite blurred. That is if we are all honest with our selves and our sexuality instead of going with the defaults we were raised by.
I just feel that no one has the right to say two people of sounds body and mind cant be together.
Mine includes AGE! heh
GAMES FOR NOW!!! lol
That being said BLAH! LOL!
It does just mess up a womans body sometimes. Other times it seems to fix it but i dunno. Seems the vast majority are unhappy with there form of contraceptive. You would think that some sort of valve could be in place for men instead of a vasectomy. Regardless there needs to be another option for females and males.
Speaking of females and males. Is it me or is that line blurring like a motherfucker! Its not a problem but with the LBGT LMNOP communities and such the gray area between woman and men are quite blurred. That is if we are all honest with our selves and our sexuality instead of going with the defaults we were raised by.
I just feel that no one has the right to say two people of sounds body and mind cant be together.
Mine includes AGE! heh
GAMES FOR NOW!!! lol
Happy
The residual happy from this weekend sticking with me. Solidified my relationship with the woman of my life. She is the best thing in my life regardless of fighting. I love her so much!
Along with her I there is another making me feel special which is perfectly ok with my girlfriend. We have find a couple that makes us so happy. Walked around in public swapping partners without a care.
Liberating.
Well to bed. Night
Sunday, September 8, 2013
Thursday, September 5, 2013
Today I got to sleep in till 11am! WOOT!
Then managed to accomplish a lot of shit today!
Cleaning more and more and offloading as much as possible!!!
Plastidiped a friends mustang GT symbol on the back of this mustang a matte black with blue flake.
Looked ok in the dark. Hoping it looks better in the sun.
How i would love just to be paid to come up with and test colors for plastidip. So many good ideas over here!
More to come. Ima also start a plastidip blog. http://f2plastidip.blogspot.com/
Then managed to accomplish a lot of shit today!
Cleaning more and more and offloading as much as possible!!!
Plastidiped a friends mustang GT symbol on the back of this mustang a matte black with blue flake.
Looked ok in the dark. Hoping it looks better in the sun.
How i would love just to be paid to come up with and test colors for plastidip. So many good ideas over here!
More to come. Ima also start a plastidip blog. http://f2plastidip.blogspot.com/
Tuesday, September 3, 2013
Not the best day when you have to find a new way to replace a phone that fell in to the toilet. lol
Other then that a fairly successful day! Got most of the stuff i needed to done.
Got my hur did as well! woot!
These current roll around A/C units suck my balls! Electricity hogs and dont really cool to well.
Im sure ive designed something better.
Besides the fact that the sleeping area will be in a buried or partially buried under the ground. Easy cooling and easy to keep warm in the winter.
Fire sale so i can get this shit done!
EFFICIENCY!
Now time to relax, get high and watch some BMS. LOL
Other then that a fairly successful day! Got most of the stuff i needed to done.
Got my hur did as well! woot!
These current roll around A/C units suck my balls! Electricity hogs and dont really cool to well.
Im sure ive designed something better.
Besides the fact that the sleeping area will be in a buried or partially buried under the ground. Easy cooling and easy to keep warm in the winter.
Fire sale so i can get this shit done!
EFFICIENCY!
Now time to relax, get high and watch some BMS. LOL
Monday, September 2, 2013
Saturday, August 31, 2013
Waiting to play some CS:GO with my friends might as well blog
Hung out with two new guys today. Apparently went to high school with one but only for a few semesters.
Played some put put with them and my girlfriend. They were a couple as well.
Was fun, I ended up getting second but its because i screwed the pooch a few holes. Happens every time I play any golf game. After we went home to chill after being in the heat and check on the dogs. Went over to their house for dinner and desert. Turns out hes a pro cook! Fucking awesome and simple kebabs! NOM NOM! We brought baklava and cookies. So good!
Over all drama free day!
Happy out, happy in!
Mostly ate soylent besides that food. Feels good!
Trying not to eat to stupid any more.
Living life is fun!
Might even be sponsored to race my car soon!!!!
So excite!
Life seems to be slowly and painfully falling in to place.
Overall in the best of ways but man oh man does it hurt!
Change is good!
Hung out with two new guys today. Apparently went to high school with one but only for a few semesters.
Played some put put with them and my girlfriend. They were a couple as well.
Was fun, I ended up getting second but its because i screwed the pooch a few holes. Happens every time I play any golf game. After we went home to chill after being in the heat and check on the dogs. Went over to their house for dinner and desert. Turns out hes a pro cook! Fucking awesome and simple kebabs! NOM NOM! We brought baklava and cookies. So good!
Over all drama free day!
Happy out, happy in!
Mostly ate soylent besides that food. Feels good!
Trying not to eat to stupid any more.
Living life is fun!
Might even be sponsored to race my car soon!!!!
So excite!
Life seems to be slowly and painfully falling in to place.
Overall in the best of ways but man oh man does it hurt!
Change is good!
Drama, sad, children, cars
Still haven't gone to bed
All I want to do is sleep next to next to her but Im just so fucking sad.
So many mistakes ive made today and so much shit ive got to deal with.
Only plan is to keep on keeping on. What else is the other plan? Just to stop?
Wonder if any homeless are people that were in good situations and just gave up instead of killing themselves.
Decided today that ALL this shit, i could just give up. I dont want to give up my g/f or my car.
Just about everything else i just dont care about.
Local friends are fickle as fuck and not really friends.
Ive got friends online that ive met where i could rely on a few but what is someone halfway across the country going to do when im spiraling here with no one to talk to or really understand whats going on.
Family has long since abandoned me which ive figured out were never REALLY there for me in the first place.
I should be writing a book with my time about how NOT to raise a child. Typical first world problems but they just seem to fuck kids up in a whole new different level. A parent should never make fun of a child to try and get them to lose weight. It doesnt matter if you 10,30,50. Just try not to be a dick.
There may not be a book for raising a kid but there are simple truths people just dont remember.
I constantly see parents frustrated with babies/toddlers and they are talking to them as if they have taken high school English or understand what reason is. EVERYTHING is new to this fucking thing. Realise you should be raising your baby the same way you should a dog.
Un-ending patience, repetition, simplicity. Fucking people...
Have no idea why i started writing that
Guess its why i have my daily blog....
Another rant since im awake
Safety is killing cars....
They are now an appliance and restricted as such. Safety shouldnt START with the car like it does in the U.S.
It needs to start with our moronic drivers. When i had an office job i would constantly hear about stupid drivers from my coworkers. I would follow them leaving the parking lot and realize, THEY were the fucking people they were talking about.
So now, people point fingers outwardly in America. So now our cars at least 1000lbs more then they need to which is bad for the economy and ecosystem.
The car, in my opinion should be a FUN thing to drive where your audio is supplied by your engine.
If you want something to get you to work, we need a better public transportation system.
Working on selling EVERYTHING here so we can chase our dreams of a semi-socialist society.
Just a place where everyones got a job and is a contributing member of society all at the same time using realistic amount of materials.
You dont need 20 rooms in your house but you dont need to live in a tiny box either.
I think ive found a way to live minimally but comfortably.
Problem for me is that its impossible to live efficiently in this 1952 house.
So many little problems not to mention this space is just to damn big for 2 people...
Enough ranting for now. Maybe ill try to write my books.
All I want to do is sleep next to next to her but Im just so fucking sad.
So many mistakes ive made today and so much shit ive got to deal with.
Only plan is to keep on keeping on. What else is the other plan? Just to stop?
Wonder if any homeless are people that were in good situations and just gave up instead of killing themselves.
Decided today that ALL this shit, i could just give up. I dont want to give up my g/f or my car.
Just about everything else i just dont care about.
Local friends are fickle as fuck and not really friends.
Ive got friends online that ive met where i could rely on a few but what is someone halfway across the country going to do when im spiraling here with no one to talk to or really understand whats going on.
Family has long since abandoned me which ive figured out were never REALLY there for me in the first place.
I should be writing a book with my time about how NOT to raise a child. Typical first world problems but they just seem to fuck kids up in a whole new different level. A parent should never make fun of a child to try and get them to lose weight. It doesnt matter if you 10,30,50. Just try not to be a dick.
There may not be a book for raising a kid but there are simple truths people just dont remember.
I constantly see parents frustrated with babies/toddlers and they are talking to them as if they have taken high school English or understand what reason is. EVERYTHING is new to this fucking thing. Realise you should be raising your baby the same way you should a dog.
Un-ending patience, repetition, simplicity. Fucking people...
Have no idea why i started writing that
Guess its why i have my daily blog....
Another rant since im awake
Safety is killing cars....
They are now an appliance and restricted as such. Safety shouldnt START with the car like it does in the U.S.
It needs to start with our moronic drivers. When i had an office job i would constantly hear about stupid drivers from my coworkers. I would follow them leaving the parking lot and realize, THEY were the fucking people they were talking about.
So now, people point fingers outwardly in America. So now our cars at least 1000lbs more then they need to which is bad for the economy and ecosystem.
The car, in my opinion should be a FUN thing to drive where your audio is supplied by your engine.
If you want something to get you to work, we need a better public transportation system.
Working on selling EVERYTHING here so we can chase our dreams of a semi-socialist society.
Just a place where everyones got a job and is a contributing member of society all at the same time using realistic amount of materials.
You dont need 20 rooms in your house but you dont need to live in a tiny box either.
I think ive found a way to live minimally but comfortably.
Problem for me is that its impossible to live efficiently in this 1952 house.
So many little problems not to mention this space is just to damn big for 2 people...
Enough ranting for now. Maybe ill try to write my books.
Thursday, August 29, 2013
DAMN IT!
Im not on top of this nearly as well as I should be.
Almost plastidipped my friends wheels today. To bad he needed to get his wheels rebalanceded, so now ill do it when they are ready.
Already spent $40 on paint.... Fuck
In other news I found that black plastidip can have flake in it. Looks kinda kew.
Next are the UV test sprays for sure tomorrow.
The 30th marks a new adventure countdown! 7 days until AWESOME FUN!
Will be interesting and am quite nervous!
House is getting cleaned out and moving forward.
Might be in Texas before we know it!
YAY CHANGE!
Aight thats all for now
Im not on top of this nearly as well as I should be.
Almost plastidipped my friends wheels today. To bad he needed to get his wheels rebalanceded, so now ill do it when they are ready.
Already spent $40 on paint.... Fuck
In other news I found that black plastidip can have flake in it. Looks kinda kew.
Next are the UV test sprays for sure tomorrow.
The 30th marks a new adventure countdown! 7 days until AWESOME FUN!
Will be interesting and am quite nervous!
House is getting cleaned out and moving forward.
Might be in Texas before we know it!
YAY CHANGE!
Aight thats all for now
Tuesday, August 27, 2013
Saturday, August 24, 2013
Friday, August 23, 2013
Kickass 2...
Not worth seeing, cept maybe for Mother Russia. Shes kind of a bad ass!
In other new, FOCUS! lol
Im to fucking tiered/high/fuck the world right now to write something intelligent.
So if you do stumble upon this i apologize for the rants of a "mad" man. LOL!
Some of these people in this world.. Fuck em.
In other other news, I feel sexy again ish. Getting in shape is such a good idea and WORTH IT.
Blah. Night internets
Not worth seeing, cept maybe for Mother Russia. Shes kind of a bad ass!
In other new, FOCUS! lol
Im to fucking tiered/high/fuck the world right now to write something intelligent.
So if you do stumble upon this i apologize for the rants of a "mad" man. LOL!
Some of these people in this world.. Fuck em.
In other other news, I feel sexy again ish. Getting in shape is such a good idea and WORTH IT.
Blah. Night internets
Wednesday, August 21, 2013
Its like a kid on Christmas morning combined with a mid life crisis!
That's why i'm awake at 5:30 in the morning....
Ive notice that the cool air doesnt really start "blowing" until about 5:30.
Im sure it has something to do with the sun heating the air in the east causing pressure changes.
Best guess being a little high and out my mind this early.
Being dehydrated doesnt help. LOL
Might do 100% soylent today to effects what it takes to be full in a day.
Think ill try to go back to bed soon. I dont want to be awake and I dont want to not be next to her. =)
That's why i'm awake at 5:30 in the morning....
Ive notice that the cool air doesnt really start "blowing" until about 5:30.
Im sure it has something to do with the sun heating the air in the east causing pressure changes.
Best guess being a little high and out my mind this early.
Being dehydrated doesnt help. LOL
Might do 100% soylent today to effects what it takes to be full in a day.
Think ill try to go back to bed soon. I dont want to be awake and I dont want to not be next to her. =)
Tuesday, August 20, 2013
OMG today is a great fucking day!
We will start there.
Drama filled day with LOTS of tears BUT honestly, lots of cum....
Been with the same woman for 10+ years and we have had our extremes.
Ups and downs and EVERY area in between.
Seriously, this chick is my world.
That all being said, we fucked GREAT 2-7 times a week for the last ten years and like I said almost always GREAT sex.
Today, all the miss-communication is gone which opened the flood gates to some of the most amazing sex we have had to date. Well the three times so far... LOL!!!
The marks we are leaving are amazing! Those reminders of the day/night that make you tingle!
Put good out, get good back!
STAY FUCKING POSITIVE AND YOU GET REWARDS! LOL
We will start there.
Drama filled day with LOTS of tears BUT honestly, lots of cum....
Been with the same woman for 10+ years and we have had our extremes.
Ups and downs and EVERY area in between.
Seriously, this chick is my world.
That all being said, we fucked GREAT 2-7 times a week for the last ten years and like I said almost always GREAT sex.
Today, all the miss-communication is gone which opened the flood gates to some of the most amazing sex we have had to date. Well the three times so far... LOL!!!
The marks we are leaving are amazing! Those reminders of the day/night that make you tingle!
Put good out, get good back!
STAY FUCKING POSITIVE AND YOU GET REWARDS! LOL
Monday, August 19, 2013
Ohhh man, today was a day...
Sold my last rifle so no more gun hobby for a while. Got to expensive...
On to other things, focus on the plastidip stuffs.
Other then that, filled with drama.
Im turning in to an emotional person...
I figure that my right brain is playing catch up with me brain left brain for the 30ish years...
FOCUS!!!!!!!!!
I did okay today tho. Accomplished a few things, busted my ass at working out.
I shall be a sexy beast in no time working that hard. WOOT!
Got to get in shape for myself and I love to surprise people I havent seen in a while.
Lotta people haven't seen me since I weighed around 230 with little muscle. Now im around 190 with okay muscle. Aim is to be 190 and ALL muscle. LOL
I eat to many dougnuts for that! My Achilles heel.=p
Tomorrow, same shit different day i guess. SELF IMPROVEMENT!!!
Sunday, August 18, 2013
Ohh Ron Swanson/Nick Offerman how you inspire me!
"People who buy things are suckers"
I'm really trying to get all the tools to make everything I need.
I really want to sell almost everything I have and move to a place where I can build my experimental home.
Living economically ON the grid. Most of the electricity supplied by solar. Water supplied by utilities/rain water. Sewage determined by location. Housing supplied by one cargo container. Ive found REALLY simple heating and cooling options.
I figure a good life goal would be to economical housing for as many people as I can. Seems there is a niche market for good/small/economical homes. Single people want there own place but its near impossible to OWN something at an early age with this economy.
I aim to have a rent to own place for around 10k each. Something where if you stay for 24 months you have a rent to own option where all the money you put twords the place from the start CAN go to owning that place. $200 a month per unit seems fair. Only problem I can see is that people would have to be "educated" on how to live in this unit.
The goal to all of this would be a low month cost to the person which in turn becomes economical and ecological.
To start I have to make a proof of concept myself. Doesn't seem to hard to accomplish and not really expensive. Just have to off load all my shit!!! LOL
Thats all for now i suppose.
Saturday, August 17, 2013
Knew it!
Got a little to high and missed yesterday!
Man it was a stressful day!
The not good kinda drama ya know! =(
All fixed now! Still working on my health as always.
Splitting headache, which fuck as i write this I forgot that I needed to take some motrin. LOL
Done!
Also forgot to post info about soylent.
BOOM! http://soylentmaker.com/the-beginners-diy-soylent-recipe/
I use a 1 a day multi-vitamin instead of the liquid.
Ok, on to life. Plasti dip guns were jammed as fuck and had to order a new one. Maybe here Monday?!
Then i can get my experimenting done! UV testing.=p
More on that later. My head is killing me. BAH!
Man it was a stressful day!
The not good kinda drama ya know! =(
All fixed now! Still working on my health as always.
Splitting headache, which fuck as i write this I forgot that I needed to take some motrin. LOL
Done!
Also forgot to post info about soylent.
BOOM! http://soylentmaker.com/the-beginners-diy-soylent-recipe/
I use a 1 a day multi-vitamin instead of the liquid.
Ok, on to life. Plasti dip guns were jammed as fuck and had to order a new one. Maybe here Monday?!
Then i can get my experimenting done! UV testing.=p
More on that later. My head is killing me. BAH!
Thursday, August 15, 2013
food
Fucking food man!
Its inconvenient and a pain in the ass!
I do love the taste but i'm sick and tiered of being "sick" or bloated or something!
I have been eating soylent as of recent which is an amazing replacement.
Its basically all of what you need in your day just in a powder you add water to.
Micro and macro nutrients with all the vitamins etc. Good stuff!
Ill post a link at the bottom if anyones interested.
Other then that life is being a pain in the ass! LOL!!!!
Still going to make what i can of it as soon as i can. Trying to be more focused then ever! Enough with the shit parts of my life. This life isn't going to change itself! WOOT!
Its inconvenient and a pain in the ass!
I do love the taste but i'm sick and tiered of being "sick" or bloated or something!
I have been eating soylent as of recent which is an amazing replacement.
Its basically all of what you need in your day just in a powder you add water to.
Micro and macro nutrients with all the vitamins etc. Good stuff!
Ill post a link at the bottom if anyones interested.
Other then that life is being a pain in the ass! LOL!!!!
Still going to make what i can of it as soon as i can. Trying to be more focused then ever! Enough with the shit parts of my life. This life isn't going to change itself! WOOT!
Wednesday, August 14, 2013
Fuck
Almost forgot to post something before I went to bed. Lucky I found a blogger app. How convenient this shit is! First time i've used my phone for something useful! Lol. Well kinda, i don't play many games on my phone anymore. Just text. Like 5 people.... Lol
Da end
Tuesday, August 13, 2013
Welcome to the soap box of the internet!
Where you scream in to space in an effort to change anything.
But the internet doesn't allow for the butterfly effect at all.
You would think that it should effect SOMETHING, and i suppose it probably does BUT how.
Ive added a couple kilobytes to the internet. So maybe I crashed some kids computer in Africa who almost stumbled on to the cure for cancer. Or maybe the selfish side. Someone actually sees this and it changes something within themselves. I JUST MADE THE FIRST PRESIDENT OF THE WORLD! cus she read this and was inspired by the simple fact i used the word "she".
Who knows. I probably never will.
Its like doing something for someone out of the kindness of your heart and it turns out to pay off without a selfish thought going through your head.
YA BUDDY!!!
I like this blog cus ill just randomly type errrday!
Where you scream in to space in an effort to change anything.
But the internet doesn't allow for the butterfly effect at all.
You would think that it should effect SOMETHING, and i suppose it probably does BUT how.
Ive added a couple kilobytes to the internet. So maybe I crashed some kids computer in Africa who almost stumbled on to the cure for cancer. Or maybe the selfish side. Someone actually sees this and it changes something within themselves. I JUST MADE THE FIRST PRESIDENT OF THE WORLD! cus she read this and was inspired by the simple fact i used the word "she".
Who knows. I probably never will.
Its like doing something for someone out of the kindness of your heart and it turns out to pay off without a selfish thought going through your head.
YA BUDDY!!!
I like this blog cus ill just randomly type errrday!
today
Not a fan of today in almost every way.
How can I consistently go through "mid life crisis-es"
I guess i'm ever slightly changing to make it through this life alive. Just to die eventually. LOL!!!!
How can I consistently go through "mid life crisis-es"
I guess i'm ever slightly changing to make it through this life alive. Just to die eventually. LOL!!!!
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