Waiting to play some CS:GO with my friends might as well blog
Hung out with two new guys today. Apparently went to high school with one but only for a few semesters.
Played some put put with them and my girlfriend. They were a couple as well.
Was fun, I ended up getting second but its because i screwed the pooch a few holes. Happens every time I play any golf game. After we went home to chill after being in the heat and check on the dogs. Went over to their house for dinner and desert. Turns out hes a pro cook! Fucking awesome and simple kebabs! NOM NOM! We brought baklava and cookies. So good!
Over all drama free day!
Happy out, happy in!
Mostly ate soylent besides that food. Feels good!
Trying not to eat to stupid any more.
Living life is fun!
Might even be sponsored to race my car soon!!!!
So excite!
Life seems to be slowly and painfully falling in to place.
Overall in the best of ways but man oh man does it hurt!
Change is good!
Saturday, August 31, 2013
Drama, sad, children, cars
Still haven't gone to bed
All I want to do is sleep next to next to her but Im just so fucking sad.
So many mistakes ive made today and so much shit ive got to deal with.
Only plan is to keep on keeping on. What else is the other plan? Just to stop?
Wonder if any homeless are people that were in good situations and just gave up instead of killing themselves.
Decided today that ALL this shit, i could just give up. I dont want to give up my g/f or my car.
Just about everything else i just dont care about.
Local friends are fickle as fuck and not really friends.
Ive got friends online that ive met where i could rely on a few but what is someone halfway across the country going to do when im spiraling here with no one to talk to or really understand whats going on.
Family has long since abandoned me which ive figured out were never REALLY there for me in the first place.
I should be writing a book with my time about how NOT to raise a child. Typical first world problems but they just seem to fuck kids up in a whole new different level. A parent should never make fun of a child to try and get them to lose weight. It doesnt matter if you 10,30,50. Just try not to be a dick.
There may not be a book for raising a kid but there are simple truths people just dont remember.
I constantly see parents frustrated with babies/toddlers and they are talking to them as if they have taken high school English or understand what reason is. EVERYTHING is new to this fucking thing. Realise you should be raising your baby the same way you should a dog.
Un-ending patience, repetition, simplicity. Fucking people...
Have no idea why i started writing that
Guess its why i have my daily blog....
Another rant since im awake
Safety is killing cars....
They are now an appliance and restricted as such. Safety shouldnt START with the car like it does in the U.S.
It needs to start with our moronic drivers. When i had an office job i would constantly hear about stupid drivers from my coworkers. I would follow them leaving the parking lot and realize, THEY were the fucking people they were talking about.
So now, people point fingers outwardly in America. So now our cars at least 1000lbs more then they need to which is bad for the economy and ecosystem.
The car, in my opinion should be a FUN thing to drive where your audio is supplied by your engine.
If you want something to get you to work, we need a better public transportation system.
Working on selling EVERYTHING here so we can chase our dreams of a semi-socialist society.
Just a place where everyones got a job and is a contributing member of society all at the same time using realistic amount of materials.
You dont need 20 rooms in your house but you dont need to live in a tiny box either.
I think ive found a way to live minimally but comfortably.
Problem for me is that its impossible to live efficiently in this 1952 house.
So many little problems not to mention this space is just to damn big for 2 people...
Enough ranting for now. Maybe ill try to write my books.
All I want to do is sleep next to next to her but Im just so fucking sad.
So many mistakes ive made today and so much shit ive got to deal with.
Only plan is to keep on keeping on. What else is the other plan? Just to stop?
Wonder if any homeless are people that were in good situations and just gave up instead of killing themselves.
Decided today that ALL this shit, i could just give up. I dont want to give up my g/f or my car.
Just about everything else i just dont care about.
Local friends are fickle as fuck and not really friends.
Ive got friends online that ive met where i could rely on a few but what is someone halfway across the country going to do when im spiraling here with no one to talk to or really understand whats going on.
Family has long since abandoned me which ive figured out were never REALLY there for me in the first place.
I should be writing a book with my time about how NOT to raise a child. Typical first world problems but they just seem to fuck kids up in a whole new different level. A parent should never make fun of a child to try and get them to lose weight. It doesnt matter if you 10,30,50. Just try not to be a dick.
There may not be a book for raising a kid but there are simple truths people just dont remember.
I constantly see parents frustrated with babies/toddlers and they are talking to them as if they have taken high school English or understand what reason is. EVERYTHING is new to this fucking thing. Realise you should be raising your baby the same way you should a dog.
Un-ending patience, repetition, simplicity. Fucking people...
Have no idea why i started writing that
Guess its why i have my daily blog....
Another rant since im awake
Safety is killing cars....
They are now an appliance and restricted as such. Safety shouldnt START with the car like it does in the U.S.
It needs to start with our moronic drivers. When i had an office job i would constantly hear about stupid drivers from my coworkers. I would follow them leaving the parking lot and realize, THEY were the fucking people they were talking about.
So now, people point fingers outwardly in America. So now our cars at least 1000lbs more then they need to which is bad for the economy and ecosystem.
The car, in my opinion should be a FUN thing to drive where your audio is supplied by your engine.
If you want something to get you to work, we need a better public transportation system.
Working on selling EVERYTHING here so we can chase our dreams of a semi-socialist society.
Just a place where everyones got a job and is a contributing member of society all at the same time using realistic amount of materials.
You dont need 20 rooms in your house but you dont need to live in a tiny box either.
I think ive found a way to live minimally but comfortably.
Problem for me is that its impossible to live efficiently in this 1952 house.
So many little problems not to mention this space is just to damn big for 2 people...
Enough ranting for now. Maybe ill try to write my books.
Thursday, August 29, 2013
DAMN IT!
Im not on top of this nearly as well as I should be.
Almost plastidipped my friends wheels today. To bad he needed to get his wheels rebalanceded, so now ill do it when they are ready.
Already spent $40 on paint.... Fuck
In other news I found that black plastidip can have flake in it. Looks kinda kew.
Next are the UV test sprays for sure tomorrow.
The 30th marks a new adventure countdown! 7 days until AWESOME FUN!
Will be interesting and am quite nervous!
House is getting cleaned out and moving forward.
Might be in Texas before we know it!
YAY CHANGE!
Aight thats all for now
Im not on top of this nearly as well as I should be.
Almost plastidipped my friends wheels today. To bad he needed to get his wheels rebalanceded, so now ill do it when they are ready.
Already spent $40 on paint.... Fuck
In other news I found that black plastidip can have flake in it. Looks kinda kew.
Next are the UV test sprays for sure tomorrow.
The 30th marks a new adventure countdown! 7 days until AWESOME FUN!
Will be interesting and am quite nervous!
House is getting cleaned out and moving forward.
Might be in Texas before we know it!
YAY CHANGE!
Aight thats all for now
Tuesday, August 27, 2013
Saturday, August 24, 2013
Friday, August 23, 2013
Kickass 2...
Not worth seeing, cept maybe for Mother Russia. Shes kind of a bad ass!
In other new, FOCUS! lol
Im to fucking tiered/high/fuck the world right now to write something intelligent.
So if you do stumble upon this i apologize for the rants of a "mad" man. LOL!
Some of these people in this world.. Fuck em.
In other other news, I feel sexy again ish. Getting in shape is such a good idea and WORTH IT.
Blah. Night internets
Not worth seeing, cept maybe for Mother Russia. Shes kind of a bad ass!
In other new, FOCUS! lol
Im to fucking tiered/high/fuck the world right now to write something intelligent.
So if you do stumble upon this i apologize for the rants of a "mad" man. LOL!
Some of these people in this world.. Fuck em.
In other other news, I feel sexy again ish. Getting in shape is such a good idea and WORTH IT.
Blah. Night internets
Wednesday, August 21, 2013
Its like a kid on Christmas morning combined with a mid life crisis!
That's why i'm awake at 5:30 in the morning....
Ive notice that the cool air doesnt really start "blowing" until about 5:30.
Im sure it has something to do with the sun heating the air in the east causing pressure changes.
Best guess being a little high and out my mind this early.
Being dehydrated doesnt help. LOL
Might do 100% soylent today to effects what it takes to be full in a day.
Think ill try to go back to bed soon. I dont want to be awake and I dont want to not be next to her. =)
That's why i'm awake at 5:30 in the morning....
Ive notice that the cool air doesnt really start "blowing" until about 5:30.
Im sure it has something to do with the sun heating the air in the east causing pressure changes.
Best guess being a little high and out my mind this early.
Being dehydrated doesnt help. LOL
Might do 100% soylent today to effects what it takes to be full in a day.
Think ill try to go back to bed soon. I dont want to be awake and I dont want to not be next to her. =)
Tuesday, August 20, 2013
OMG today is a great fucking day!
We will start there.
Drama filled day with LOTS of tears BUT honestly, lots of cum....
Been with the same woman for 10+ years and we have had our extremes.
Ups and downs and EVERY area in between.
Seriously, this chick is my world.
That all being said, we fucked GREAT 2-7 times a week for the last ten years and like I said almost always GREAT sex.
Today, all the miss-communication is gone which opened the flood gates to some of the most amazing sex we have had to date. Well the three times so far... LOL!!!
The marks we are leaving are amazing! Those reminders of the day/night that make you tingle!
Put good out, get good back!
STAY FUCKING POSITIVE AND YOU GET REWARDS! LOL
We will start there.
Drama filled day with LOTS of tears BUT honestly, lots of cum....
Been with the same woman for 10+ years and we have had our extremes.
Ups and downs and EVERY area in between.
Seriously, this chick is my world.
That all being said, we fucked GREAT 2-7 times a week for the last ten years and like I said almost always GREAT sex.
Today, all the miss-communication is gone which opened the flood gates to some of the most amazing sex we have had to date. Well the three times so far... LOL!!!
The marks we are leaving are amazing! Those reminders of the day/night that make you tingle!
Put good out, get good back!
STAY FUCKING POSITIVE AND YOU GET REWARDS! LOL
Monday, August 19, 2013
Ohhh man, today was a day...
Sold my last rifle so no more gun hobby for a while. Got to expensive...
On to other things, focus on the plastidip stuffs.
Other then that, filled with drama.
Im turning in to an emotional person...
I figure that my right brain is playing catch up with me brain left brain for the 30ish years...
FOCUS!!!!!!!!!
I did okay today tho. Accomplished a few things, busted my ass at working out.
I shall be a sexy beast in no time working that hard. WOOT!
Got to get in shape for myself and I love to surprise people I havent seen in a while.
Lotta people haven't seen me since I weighed around 230 with little muscle. Now im around 190 with okay muscle. Aim is to be 190 and ALL muscle. LOL
I eat to many dougnuts for that! My Achilles heel.=p
Tomorrow, same shit different day i guess. SELF IMPROVEMENT!!!
Sunday, August 18, 2013
Ohh Ron Swanson/Nick Offerman how you inspire me!
"People who buy things are suckers"
I'm really trying to get all the tools to make everything I need.
I really want to sell almost everything I have and move to a place where I can build my experimental home.
Living economically ON the grid. Most of the electricity supplied by solar. Water supplied by utilities/rain water. Sewage determined by location. Housing supplied by one cargo container. Ive found REALLY simple heating and cooling options.
I figure a good life goal would be to economical housing for as many people as I can. Seems there is a niche market for good/small/economical homes. Single people want there own place but its near impossible to OWN something at an early age with this economy.
I aim to have a rent to own place for around 10k each. Something where if you stay for 24 months you have a rent to own option where all the money you put twords the place from the start CAN go to owning that place. $200 a month per unit seems fair. Only problem I can see is that people would have to be "educated" on how to live in this unit.
The goal to all of this would be a low month cost to the person which in turn becomes economical and ecological.
To start I have to make a proof of concept myself. Doesn't seem to hard to accomplish and not really expensive. Just have to off load all my shit!!! LOL
Thats all for now i suppose.
Saturday, August 17, 2013
Knew it!
Got a little to high and missed yesterday!
Man it was a stressful day!
The not good kinda drama ya know! =(
All fixed now! Still working on my health as always.
Splitting headache, which fuck as i write this I forgot that I needed to take some motrin. LOL
Done!
Also forgot to post info about soylent.
BOOM! http://soylentmaker.com/the-beginners-diy-soylent-recipe/
I use a 1 a day multi-vitamin instead of the liquid.
Ok, on to life. Plasti dip guns were jammed as fuck and had to order a new one. Maybe here Monday?!
Then i can get my experimenting done! UV testing.=p
More on that later. My head is killing me. BAH!
Man it was a stressful day!
The not good kinda drama ya know! =(
All fixed now! Still working on my health as always.
Splitting headache, which fuck as i write this I forgot that I needed to take some motrin. LOL
Done!
Also forgot to post info about soylent.
BOOM! http://soylentmaker.com/the-beginners-diy-soylent-recipe/
I use a 1 a day multi-vitamin instead of the liquid.
Ok, on to life. Plasti dip guns were jammed as fuck and had to order a new one. Maybe here Monday?!
Then i can get my experimenting done! UV testing.=p
More on that later. My head is killing me. BAH!
Thursday, August 15, 2013
food
Fucking food man!
Its inconvenient and a pain in the ass!
I do love the taste but i'm sick and tiered of being "sick" or bloated or something!
I have been eating soylent as of recent which is an amazing replacement.
Its basically all of what you need in your day just in a powder you add water to.
Micro and macro nutrients with all the vitamins etc. Good stuff!
Ill post a link at the bottom if anyones interested.
Other then that life is being a pain in the ass! LOL!!!!
Still going to make what i can of it as soon as i can. Trying to be more focused then ever! Enough with the shit parts of my life. This life isn't going to change itself! WOOT!
Its inconvenient and a pain in the ass!
I do love the taste but i'm sick and tiered of being "sick" or bloated or something!
I have been eating soylent as of recent which is an amazing replacement.
Its basically all of what you need in your day just in a powder you add water to.
Micro and macro nutrients with all the vitamins etc. Good stuff!
Ill post a link at the bottom if anyones interested.
Other then that life is being a pain in the ass! LOL!!!!
Still going to make what i can of it as soon as i can. Trying to be more focused then ever! Enough with the shit parts of my life. This life isn't going to change itself! WOOT!
Wednesday, August 14, 2013
Fuck
Almost forgot to post something before I went to bed. Lucky I found a blogger app. How convenient this shit is! First time i've used my phone for something useful! Lol. Well kinda, i don't play many games on my phone anymore. Just text. Like 5 people.... Lol
Da end
Tuesday, August 13, 2013
Welcome to the soap box of the internet!
Where you scream in to space in an effort to change anything.
But the internet doesn't allow for the butterfly effect at all.
You would think that it should effect SOMETHING, and i suppose it probably does BUT how.
Ive added a couple kilobytes to the internet. So maybe I crashed some kids computer in Africa who almost stumbled on to the cure for cancer. Or maybe the selfish side. Someone actually sees this and it changes something within themselves. I JUST MADE THE FIRST PRESIDENT OF THE WORLD! cus she read this and was inspired by the simple fact i used the word "she".
Who knows. I probably never will.
Its like doing something for someone out of the kindness of your heart and it turns out to pay off without a selfish thought going through your head.
YA BUDDY!!!
I like this blog cus ill just randomly type errrday!
Where you scream in to space in an effort to change anything.
But the internet doesn't allow for the butterfly effect at all.
You would think that it should effect SOMETHING, and i suppose it probably does BUT how.
Ive added a couple kilobytes to the internet. So maybe I crashed some kids computer in Africa who almost stumbled on to the cure for cancer. Or maybe the selfish side. Someone actually sees this and it changes something within themselves. I JUST MADE THE FIRST PRESIDENT OF THE WORLD! cus she read this and was inspired by the simple fact i used the word "she".
Who knows. I probably never will.
Its like doing something for someone out of the kindness of your heart and it turns out to pay off without a selfish thought going through your head.
YA BUDDY!!!
I like this blog cus ill just randomly type errrday!
today
Not a fan of today in almost every way.
How can I consistently go through "mid life crisis-es"
I guess i'm ever slightly changing to make it through this life alive. Just to die eventually. LOL!!!!
How can I consistently go through "mid life crisis-es"
I guess i'm ever slightly changing to make it through this life alive. Just to die eventually. LOL!!!!
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